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Jan. 15th, 2009 11:22 amMonday, Wednesday, FridayThis is four classes and fifteen credits, which is not a whole lot but it's not nothing, either, so why does it feel like so freaking little? And my financial aid money came in, awesome.
Chinese 12 - 1250
Spanish 2 - 250
Tuesday, Thursday
Linguistics 930 - 1045
Chinese 12 - 1250
German 7 - 850
After this week I'll be able to talk about things that aren't school, I swear. Of course, in moving to a place where I know only one person and quitting my job, I've reduced my entire life to little else, so ... god, I hope I'll be able to.
I'm starting to change. I'm starting to become listless, tired, blank, confused, constantly affected with a low-grade headache. I'm becoming rather like my icon, braindead and weak. Yeah, yeah, I know the answer to my problems is JESUS CHRIST FUCKING EAT YOU'VE HAD WHAT, ONE MEAL IN FIVE DAYS AND A COUPLE SNACKS A DAY AND MAYBE SOME SODA THIS IS NO WAY TO LIVE YOU'RE GOING TO DIE AUUUUUUGH. And believe me, that's what I'm thinking! I just. Well, my ability to solve this problem is degrading with my mental capacity and I barely notice how hungry I am anymore but I fully intend to figure out a long-term solution to the food thing today. Seriously. I do.
Yes.