i am stripped of all but pride;

Guys, I've got a confession. I've... been listening to Metallica pretty constantly for the last two days. I blame the fact that I've apped Dean Winchester at polychromatic. (Due to talking levade into apping Sam, and arcesso and ignipotent talking me into it first place.)

But I hate Metallica.

And this video is hilarious. "If you have trouble telling them apart, remember, Nero is more of a pussy, and Dante's more of a cunt."

Edit: I don't remember falling on my face yesterday, but obviously it happened. There's a spot on my jawline that's so sore that my mouth is twisting into a terrible grimace as I prod it incessantly.

after midnight we're gonna let it all hang down;

I was all set to rant terribly about some aspect of myself I loathe and despise... but my hands were too cold to type properly when I got home, and now I forgot what was bothering me.

Fun fact! That MRI I got? Cost my parents more money than I make in four months. Jesus Christ, that didn't even freaking occur to me, and had I known, there's no freaking way you could've gotten me in there. No way. And I've officially run completely out of money because my dad can't pay me, so now I'm back to overdrafting my account and living off my credit cards, and damnit, I just got everything back to being awesome. Now it's not so awesome.

... God, something else is bothering me. I have to say the things that bother me, because if I don't I start getting twitchy and end up making an entry that says something like "jjjj j jjjj j jj jjjjj j j j."

.... I can't think of anything. I'LL COME BACK TO THIS. I'M SURE IT WAS SIGNIFICANT.