after midnight we're gonna let it all hang down;

[rocknload]

I was all set to rant terribly about some aspect of myself I loathe and despise... but my hands were too cold to type properly when I got home, and now I forgot what was bothering me.

Fun fact! That MRI I got? Cost my parents more money than I make in four months. Jesus Christ, that didn't even freaking occur to me, and had I known, there's no freaking way you could've gotten me in there. No way. And I've officially run completely out of money because my dad can't pay me, so now I'm back to overdrafting my account and living off my credit cards, and damnit, I just got everything back to being awesome. Now it's not so awesome.

... God, something else is bothering me. I have to say the things that bother me, because if I don't I start getting twitchy and end up making an entry that says something like "jjjj j jjjj j jj jjjjj j j j."

.... I can't think of anything. I'LL COME BACK TO THIS. I'M SURE IT WAS SIGNIFICANT.

Comments

[unicorn]

Does your dad have any ideas about when he'll be able to pay you?

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

He just kind of chuckles when I ask...

[unicorn]

Bitterly, or in some more hopeful fashion?

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

That'd be the first one, but bitter sarcasm is the native language of my entire family. Makes it hard to know what any of them really mean, at times.

I think I can beg some money off of him before my credit card payments are due?

[unicorn]

Good.

At least you already have the second job.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

I have made sixty dollars working there, so far.

[unicorn]

Go beg for more hours?

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

Two guys are quitting in the next couple weeks, I think. I'm hoping that will happen anyway. Otherwise, I'm gonna have to cut my availability significantly and go back to looking for a lunchtime serving job... Or. Something.

[unicorn]

We'll see what happens?

[pretzelcoatl.livejournal.com]

I really should start up that demon-hunting/crimefighting organization. 'Specially since I know two friends who are job-hunting right now and would also probably have the skillz.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

Will you offer benefits?

[theeternalmind.livejournal.com]

Ahh, but you forget: you all will be really awesome and have the skillz and the movez and all that crap, but you will be constantly broke and begging for jobs. So really, you're right back where you started.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

... But it'll be entertaining, at least.

[theeternalmind.livejournal.com]

To me, certainly! So by all means, go ahead and go through with this. :D