my god, it's full of stars!

• 14:37 I think ... I did okay on my Spanish midterm! Phew! #
• 14:45 Today I brightened the lives of my Chinese classmates by informing them we now know all the words we need to say "我想死." - "I want to die." #
• 15:40 @Rukila Ruby Tuesday is a terrible job, don't do it. #
• 15:46 @LordofAwesome, we haven't learned how to say that yet, unfortunately. #
• 21:49 I am so fucking bored that time itself appears to be slowing down. #

crossing time and space to deliver this message

i take it like a mad man but i would never squeal.

Things That Suck About Today

✔ Went to bed last night with my phone on silent.
✔ My phone is my alarm clock. I consequently missed my linguistics class.
✔ I don't even want to know how many times I've missed that class, man. I have a 91 in that class, but after she penalizes me for all those absences I don't even know.
✔ The people I'm parking my car with started calling me. Nonstop.
✔ Their teenaged son started texting me with things like: "Just call me please. Ur just going to geta pain in UR ass if you wont call me and things go wrong."
✔ When I texted him back and ask him if something's wrong with my car, I got a reply of: "Maybe i dont know maybe u should call me so we can talk for one min. Appose to ignoring my families calls."
✔ I finally got some time to answer the phone—in like, the two minutes I have before Chinese—and I was told they want more money from me. Good thing by then I was pretty sure there wasn't any sort of emergency.
✔ After I got off the phone, I realized that they were hounding me for twenty-five dollars.
✔ .......... Seriously? Now I'm double-pissed, because I don't want to pay the money and I think it's bullshit that they're charging me, but even as broke as I am I don't see why they needed it so bad they couldn't call and leave me a fucking message, I mean, Jesus fucking Christ.
✔ I took my Chinese quiz. I sucked out loud. And I fucking studied for this shit.
✔ There's a basketball game tonight, which means I need to walk the mile or two to my car and find a new place to park it. There's metered parking right outside my dorm, but I need to find, like, quarters for that. Then after class I need to fucking move it back and it's a crappy area and it'll be dark and, oh, I'm not worried but I'm so not amused. I'm not.
✔ I'm out of money for this week. I might buy one meal between today and tomorrow, I'm not sure, but man, I'm so pissed off at myself and the world I don't really care.
✔ I don't know what's due in German. I routinely misunderstand the assignments in that class and I don't anticipate today being any different. I mean, look at the length of this list.
✔ Watch this space, because as I move forward in time, I'll have more things to add, I'm sure! I mean, it's, what, not even two in the afternoon, yet?

i'm going off of the rails on the crazy train.

This is how I feel right now.





... Would you believe doing this silly thing actually made me feel better?