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I woke up in the middle of the night and now roughly forty percent of my body is covered in terrible red welts which itch and burn and hurt and I look fucking hideous since patches of it are all over my face, too. I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me but I can't stop scratching, especially when I'm asleep, and I took Benadryl and that didn't do much and I rubbed cortizone cream on it and that didn't do anything and I feel like I'm about to go nuts here from all the itching.

I can't go back to sleep because it itches and because I am completely horrified.