nobody wants him; he just stares at the wall;

[rocknload]

♥ AND HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL? ♥

Also worth nothing. If I actually have to tell you to "stop touching me," you have struck out. Stop it.

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[rocknload.livejournal.com]

BUT. THEY KIND OF SCARE ME.

You're not, though. You're really not.

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

BUT IF YOU APPLY AND THEY BE FRIENDS WITH YOU, YOU WILL FACE YOUR FEAR.

How so?

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

I DUNNO IF IT'S THAT KIND OF FEAR. NOT EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE FACED.

If you really were amazing, it'd be apparent!

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

IT COULD BE.

It is, though!

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

MAYBE I SHOULD FACE A FEAR THAT ACTUALLY HINDERS ME.

Says who?

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

LIKE WHAT?

My mentor, AZ1.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

UM. MY HEMOPHOBIA.

Who is he? Perhaps he does not count.

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

WHAT WILL YOU DO TO OVER COME THAT?

He is my mentor, at work.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

I COULD ACCUSTOM MYSELF TO BLOOD. BUT THAT SOUNDS KIND OF HORRIBLE, ACTUALLY.

I bet he's biased.

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

YOU WANTED TO VOLUNTEER AT A HOSPITAL, RIGHT? THAT MIGHT BE ABLE TO WORK.

No, he's not. He knows amazing when he sees it.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

I NEED TO FILL OUT THE FORMS FOR THAT. BUT YEAH. I STILL THINK I'D HAVE TO SEE A LOT OF BLOOD BEFORE I WAS A-OKAY WITH IT.

Maybe he's just a fan of alliteration.

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

I DON'T LIKE OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOOD.

No, he just thinks I am amazing.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

AS LONG AS YOU DON'T START ATTACKING THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU, I BET YOU WON'T HAVE TO SEE IT.

Who suggested the word amazing, you or him?

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

I WON'T DO THAT.

I did~ He just agreed.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

OR GO TO IRAQ. DON'T DO THAT, EITHER.

Then he's biased! You have to find someone who independently decides you're awesome!

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

I MIGHT GO TO IRAQ. I AM STILL THINKING ABOUT DOING THAT UA.

He's not, he just knows I'm amazing! That's all.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

PEOPLE BLEED THERE.

Maybe, on his own, he would've decided you are merely cool.

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

THIS IS TRUE.

I am cool.

AND AMAZING.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

MAYBE YOU WILL HAVE TO SEE IT.

YOU AREN'T. ARE NOT.

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

MAYBE I WILL.

I AM SO.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

PFFFT, YOUR FUNERAL. FIGURATIVELY SPEAKING. MAYBE.

NO.

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

IT COULD BE MY FUNERAL.

YES

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

WHERE WOULD THEY HAVE YOUR FUNERAL

REALLY NOT

[goyutasama.livejournal.com]

I WOULD HAVE MORE THEN ONE. ONE AT MY COMMAND AND ONE AT HOME.

HOW YOU FIGURE?

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

SOUNDS COMPLICATED. WHICH IS THE ONE WITH THE BODY.

IT'S JUST SOMETHING I KNOW