i see what's going down;

[rocknload]

Honestly, what do I do to convince people I'm such a bitch?

Edited to add that when I posed this question to my parents, I started ranting on a tangent and eventually came to, "God, I hate you, I hate you two because I hate people and you are people and people are horrible, God. Fuck this. Fuck everyone."

My father says this attitude may be indicative of a problem.

I'm under a little bit of stress, this summer.

But I'm still continually told that I'm a mean, bitter, deeply unhappy person and maybe even a borderline sociopath--and dude, I don't know where people are getting this from. Do I have some kind of crazy deranged look in my eyes? What?

Comments

[theeternalmind.livejournal.com]

I 'unno, I always thought you were a pretty decent person.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

This is good to hear! It just alarms me how many people who think it's accurate and okay to tell me I'm a bitch. Or who say stuff like, "Hey, you seem happy, have you been drinking?" Or ... etc.

[unicorn]

I think if you did not seem to think your hate club was hilarious, you would not continually be told!

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

Pffft, I didn't mean you guys. You guys are obviously projecting.

[unicorn]

And you are obviously in denial.

But seriously, I think your fabled bitchiness has a lot more to do with the people around you than yourself! Since they are clearly assholes.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

You're such bitches yourselves, of course you see bitchery everywhere!

This has occurred to me, yeah. Still!

[unicorn]

As do you, clearly, or you would not be calling us bitches!

I suggest doing painful things to them. Which will not exactly change your reputation, but...

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

... No! That is not true!

Pffft, I guess I could haughtily ignore them!

[nellasaur.livejournal.com]

Do people on the Internet tell you that and mean it seriously? Because if so, then it can't be your eyes! :D

[parcus.livejournal.com]

What is that supposed to mean. >:[

[nellasaur.livejournal.com]

It's in a strikeout, it doesn't mean anything~!

[parcus.livejournal.com]

Lies, you can't lock anything in real life. EXPLAIN.

[nellasaur.livejournal.com]

I'M SAYING NOTHING.

[parcus.livejournal.com]

... Are blackout and Bumblebee ... dancing?

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

Nah, this is people in real life!

[nellasaur.livejournal.com]

...Huh! Maybe you need to surround yourself with people who are more, like. Mellow.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

This is worth consideration! ... Where do you get ... people? PeopleMart?

[nellasaur.livejournal.com]

That or Peeps 'R Us! Although I'd really recommend finding a little Mom-and-Pop people shop. Far less likely to be selling ill-bred ones, you see.

[parcus.livejournal.com]

You do not need to convince me, I know you're a bitch.

... you're not a sociopath.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

No, you're a bitch.

Dude, my brother told me I shouldn't be a nurse because he didn't think I'd care if my patients lived or died.

[shinra-pwnsjoo.livejournal.com]

I am not a bitch. Is this a face of a bitch?

. . . dude, my parents say the same thing about me.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

It is. It really is.

... Is it true?

[shinra-pwnsjoo.livejournal.com]

Look at that face ~

If I didn't care, I'd be a pretty shitty doctor.

[sunsetsred.livejournal.com]

Hmmm. You didnt seem that batshit when we met last year.

[rocknload.livejournal.com]

Maybe it is deceptive.